Date: 19 Sep 2014 7:29 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
The Haymount sounds so fancy and familiar. Like, The Citadel where Edward lives, The Westin where Bella worked and now The Haymount, where they both enjoy food....Strange yet not.
We have some major progress here, they have moved beyond the general talking and now have actual sentences to say to each other, or is it questions seeking answers?
-looks for the next button-
Date: 19 Sep 2014 6:57 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
And there we have it....the reason for all of Edward's fuckedupwardness.
Josie is not biologically his.....so Jane was a dirty whore who led Edward to believe that Josie was his right from the get go?? No wonder Edward is suffering. I cannot imagine the pain he must be in from that betrayal which essentially broke him.
Bella's issues stem from neglect growing up, and living and dealing with the continued rejection from Renee. I'm sure watching the Graham's interact was foreign to her since she never really experienced anything like that with her own family.
I'm kind of reluctant to move onto the next chapter, primarily because there's no more 'next' button to click on and I'll be left in limbo, guessing.....Oh the drama LOL.
Date: 19 Sep 2014 6:22 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Renee is awful, what the fuck is wrong with her and why the fuck does Bella continue to torment herself with such disappointment is beyond me!
Her relationship with Edward is tenuous and so fragile.
Jane, Josie, shit how old is Edward?
Date: 19 Sep 2014 9:54 AM Title: Fold Your Wings
Bella just had to awaken the monster within....tsk tsk. She doesn't even know the story and she's just throwing shit out there waiting for a reaction, which she got and clearly didn't like. If she wanted an out she should have just told him her piece whilst they were still in the lobby.
Poor Edward, clearly needs to go back to therapy.
Paul seems like a good companion for Edward, he needs to spend some time with him though.
Date: 19 Sep 2014 9:36 AM Title: Fold Your Wings
This was definite progress.
But that was a shit show of an explanation of his actions towards her. The callousness of his words and the harsh delivery, shit was raw.
I'd venture he will be back, since there clearly is no closure YET.
Date: 19 Sep 2014 9:20 AM Title: Fold Your Wings
How rude! He could have at least closed the door like a civilized person, sheesh!
I don't get why Edward came back again....Could he have not done it via a letter, email, text, voicemail, singing bear, strip-o-gram, something other than himself physically being on her doorstep, in her driveway, invading her personal space. That right there just aint cool!
I get why Edward is feeling repentent for his past sins, but really now it has been a long ass time, 5 years long, surely there has to be some closure, right?
Bella is so not over this shit no matter how much she tries to convince herself. And Edward done called her ass out on it.
Date: 19 Sep 2014 8:47 AM Title: Fold Your Wings
Aw shit, 5 years later? That is a mighty long ass time!
Well, at least Bella was able to get herself sorted out with school and eventually graduated. I see the shit with her own family still lingers and haunts her. Such a shock to see that Edward is back and omfg @ the fact that Bella is still conditioned to snap into character upon hearing his voice. Now that's some fucked up sad shit right there! No matter what she has done so far is meaningless at this very moment.
Date: 19 Sep 2014 8:42 AM Title: Fold Your Wings
Poor Edward is beyond fucked up right now. How the hell are they going to have him arrested? That seems harsh. Alice needs to pull the stick out of her uptight ass already. And uh, is Edward also Linc? That threw me for a loop. What is the deal with this family and their fucked up secrets?
Date: 18 Sep 2014 10:29 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
I know the song, it makes me weep and I don't like the vulnerability it leaves me in after listening to it, sad songs no matter how beautiful always do that to me....sigh.
This sheds some light on the fuckedupness of Edward, for the life of me though I want to know the details.....
I got to say though, the phone call whilst sexing, was seriously a turn on, the whole adrenaline rush of getting caught etc.
Bella has so many demons of her own that need addressing. Especially that shit with Charlie, and why she bothers to put herself in situations that hurt I don't understand her thinking.
I think it's time for a break....
Date: 18 Sep 2014 10:19 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Well at least you got yours Bella, that's something I guess towards progress, right?
I think you've had an epiphany on how to manage or in your case compartmentalize your routine so that you can survive.
I wonder what happened to Edward to seek Bella out at 3am.....so outside of the 'norm' for him and his set schedule....
Date: 18 Sep 2014 9:58 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
I knew it was Jasper! LOL
But Bella didn't, LOL
I'm wondering if Edward was married with a daughter and something happened to them? So many theories are running through my head right now, it's so hard to keep up. I'm worried for Bella's mental health at this point, shit must be blowing her head up like whoa. Edward seems to be big on humiliation of Bella, or is it something more sinister? Like he hates women? So if I stick with that theory, then his wife or whatever she was must have cheated? The girl isn't his? AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHH.
Breathe.....then click next....
Date: 18 Sep 2014 9:36 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Aw Alice needs a punch in the face!
Positions, positions, my my my what a choice we have here!
I must say, Edward never keeps shit conventional by any standards!
Extremely awkward for Bella if that is Edward, but I'm going to assume that it's not and it's actually Jasper.....
Date: 18 Sep 2014 9:13 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Well as fucked up as this situation was and how Bella got herself snatched up out the blue by Edward the actual deed was seriously intense and of course hot as always!
I needed a cigarette after last chapter and now I need another!
Bella Bella Bella, do not try to analyze the photo chica, it will leave you even more confused that when this whole 'arrangement' began! Just go with the flow for as long as you can stand it before you feel the need to take a leap of something high.
What's up Alice' ass? She seemed to vibing some anti friendly vibes towards Bella.
Date: 18 Sep 2014 8:51 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Edward, how the fuck can you not let her come on your cock after everything she went through to get to this point? Muy estupido! And you were the one saying not to catch feelings n shit, boy you done caught feelings didn't you! Just from one bang! Oh how karma works!
Bella....Charlie and Renee are fucked in the head by the sounds of things and need to be taken out back and shot! ay ay ay. Both of you need therapy or to fuck it all out -shrugs- whatever works best, right?
Date: 18 Sep 2014 5:57 PM Title: Fold Your Wings
Oh that's old school - face down ass up - come on yall know that jam, right?
Wel, I'd say it's safe to assume that they have made shit officially, bumped on it n shit.
Edward Cullen, just wow, he's a piece of work!
Bella....always finding herself in some fucked up situations!
Date: 23 Aug 2014 6:50 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I actually discovered Matt Nathanson with this fanfic... I just remembered it now!
It's been a long time since I read it, and now, when I need to study for my Med school exams, I just lose myself in the fantasy that I'll have my own Kevlar Knight one day :)
I like the SWAT chapters, but ER gets my heart to beat just a little bit faster :)
xo - Akira
Date: 26 Apr 2014 4:16 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
A most memorable Christmas, what with Masen falling through the ice! I knew as soon as his mother told him not to, he would walk out on the ice. Good thing she shooed the guys out of the basement so they could rescue the boy! The years have been kind to the Cullens and the rest and blessed them all with a flock of children, the real treasures in life! You wrote a great story and I loved it!Now I can finish the outtakes!
Date: 25 Apr 2014 2:46 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Without a doubt, the most fabulous wedding I ever read about! Makes me wish I could have been there to see it! Esme and Edward did a wonderful job of producing this nuptial masterpiece. Bella had the right idea, simple, with family and friends, in the most meaningful place. Edward and his mother just embellished a bit! Their vows to each other took my breath away, they were so beautiful!
Date: 25 Apr 2014 1:45 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I must be older than I thought, because that drunken mess didn't sound like anything I would enjoy. Watching, of course, might be another matter. This chapter was pretty funny in spots. I was tickled they got their land to build on, and even better they foiled the greedy realtor! After all the grief and agony Bella and Edward have been through, they deserve this wonderful time!
Date: 24 Apr 2014 10:31 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I was so glad that Varner finally roared over that line the judge warned him about and he paid the price! Too bad he wasn't tossed in a cell for contempt, as I was pretty damn contemptuous of his sleazy tactics! Good, too, that Bella had the opportunity to refute most of the garbage anyway. It was pretty effective when she explained why she would never join in a lawsuit such as this!
Date: 24 Apr 2014 7:47 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Please don't tell me that some slick lawyer will try to use Charlie's teaching Bella to shoot , into a weapon against her and the hospital! That would be gross and unfair. What am I saying, we are talking attorney after all!She shouldn't have much trouble passing her internship exam, but the trial will be more difficult, I'm sure.
Date: 24 Apr 2014 6:33 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Thanks for the info onKKK, but I'm so old, I rememberwhen they were shown on television in the fifties! The Rock Band competition has been a lot of fun to read about, especially the tee shirt face-off! A+ for the shower sex and reunion scene, by the way! Great descriptions!
Date: 24 Apr 2014 4:46 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I'm thrilled that Sellers is behind bars and Bella had a big part in putting him there! The rest of the night was even better, and the thing with the mirror was so hot! This weekend has been amazing from beginning to end!
Date: 24 Apr 2014 4:18 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Very sweet dream Emmett had, even though it made him cry! The name for their baby is lovely. May I just say, Edward treats Bella like a queen and would do anything for her! Now I'm off to see who was laughing!
Date: 24 Apr 2014 3:38 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Country or small town kids have always done stuff like that I guess. It must be harder or more dangerous for city kids to pull crazy stunts like that. This has been a very enlightening trip for us all. It offers a great insight into Bella and Emmett, sort of explaining what made them the people they are.
Date: 24 Apr 2014 2:11 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Well, my idea was okay, but this one of Edward's is even better! It lets him do what he loves and is good at, and do it close to home.I think Bella will be cool with it , much more than having to testify in court.
Date: 23 Apr 2014 11:31 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I had an epiphany when Edward got dropped from the team, and then ran into his dad and heard about the lawsuits! Why doesn't he take on and upgrade the hospital security? He's certainly got the skillset for the job and it woulf be wonderful if he and Bella worked sort of together! Just a weird idea! They both are going to have an adjustment to all the stuff that's coming down the pike, plus Sellers is sure to be skulking somewhere nearby!
Date: 23 Apr 2014 3:58 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Since we all have been focusing on Bella and Edward and their trauma, the repercussions from Trager haven't been on the radar, I guess. It's sad that it's so normal for lawsuits to result from something like this! I knew this was all too calm and trouble-free to last!
Date: 23 Apr 2014 3:26 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I vote for it just being the magic of New Years, gathering with best friends, and most of all being head over heels in love! Stir all that with sexy, suggestive music and there you have it! Like you, I wouldn't do it, but it's fun to read about!
Date: 23 Apr 2014 1:50 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I'm really looking forward to the great last name debate, or rather a decision. Edward might as well admit he wants Bella to bear his last name, as well as his babies! We are getting closer to Bella working the ER and I sure hope she handles that well!
Date: 23 Apr 2014 1:19 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
What a fabulous Christmas! The ring exchange had me misty-eyed, the cop ornaments were darling and the Viper was to die for! Life is so good for them right now, I sure hope you don't put them in danger again, at least not before Edward is fully recovered!
Date: 22 Apr 2014 8:07 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Looks like Bella is going to have a good learning experience on her pediatric rotation, especially with Dr. Salazar. Things are sure better with Edward, too, which doesn't hurt a bit! Bella is such a good doctor and can only get better!
Date: 22 Apr 2014 7:29 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I knew there had to be a reason for Edward's sudden about-face attitude, and I sure hope it's one that he and Bella can work out! She really didn't need that extra dose of bad karma after her first day on peds rotation! This is such a stressful time for them both, it will test their bond, for sure!
Date: 22 Apr 2014 6:40 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
That was a winner for Bella, for sure! Dr. Kellison stood up for her, as did Carlisle. Dr. Vandice was kind of a smug ass, until Carlisle told him off. Educators truly need to come down from their ivory towers now and again, to reacclimate themselves. Bella is my hero, she's got buckets of courage, coupled with smarts and compassion! Is it any wonder Edward loves her?
Date: 22 Apr 2014 3:46 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Great chapter, even though Bella is starting to feel the full effects of the experience. Like Edward said, they will get each other through all this, especially since there is familyand friends to help them.
Date: 22 Apr 2014 3:20 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Smart surgeon, to tell Bella she's what's doing Edward the m ost good. Too bad that bitch, Michelle, had to say those hateful things to Edward and screech at Bella! I'm tickled that Bella threw her out of the room by her ponytail!
Date: 22 Apr 2014 2:15 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Of course he can hear her, I've always been convinced of that! It's why you should be careful what you say around a comatose patient! I'm so glad Edward will recover, and I hope Bella can forgive herself for killing Trager. It's not her fault all this happened, after all!
Date: 22 Apr 2014 1:24 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Well, you finally did it, made this weepy old woman cry! When Edward told Bella all he was , was hers, I lost it! She was magnificent through this whole mess and then to have to see her heart's love shot like that was just horrible! The whole chapter was so tough to read, these are people I care about now!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 11:16 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
WOW! That was pretty intense, and I hope it cleared up all the questions that have plagued Edward all these years! No surprise it took a sister to tell Elizabeth what was what! That was so sweet when Edward told Esme she was his real mom!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 7:04 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I'll bet Edward can just barely believe the difference in his life, now that he and Bella are together. It's looking good for Tanya and getting her settled back home in Chicago. Did I mention that Bella is a very nice woman? That it gave Edward the hope that it would mean Bella moves in with him was just the icing on the cake! Can't wait for the big deal on Friday!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 6:13 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
That was a gut-wrenching experience for Edward and Elizabeth, I'm sure, and she wasn't very nice to Bella, either! It all worked out a whole lot better than it might have, and it was good for both mother and son to work it out, finally! Lucky the Volvo stayed on the road and rightside up!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 5:35 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I get it, Edward wants everything with Bella to be special and as perfect as he can make it! It was really sweet of Bella to ask Tanya to have dinner and drinks with her and Edward. Even nicer that they both want to help her get back to Chicago. They are both very nice, caring people. Oh yes, and very sexy, too!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 4:35 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
That's the thing about"what ifs", they will drive you crazy because there's nothing you can do about the past, only try to do better in the future! The swapping playlist thing was brilliant, you really nailed that one! I feel much better about their relationship, but still worry about the possible dangers ahead!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 3:37 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Oh boy, that was great, all except for Edward getting beat up! I know just how Bella felt, going up and down that rollercoaster ride! That was damn scary, thinking Trager was going to try to take her! Poor Tony, now his son is probably going to die because his dad couldn't let a kidnapping happen! Thank God, Emmett told the truth and Edward has his Bella back! The bad part is, Trager is going to keep trying!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 3:14 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Yes, it was kind of mean, but what really worries me is now she's on her own and people want to hurt her! Trust Emmett to charge in there like a bullmoose and half kill Edward before he knew the facts! I'm also a tiny bit disappointed with Bella's reaction, she didn't have much faith in their love it seems!
Date: 21 Apr 2014 2:03 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
The ring is lovely, and I'm tickled Edward gave it to Bella! I got goosebumps when she spotted that evil face outside Dooley's! One good thing came out of it, now Bella knows it isn't just imagination on the guys' part! At least they all had a good night before having to leave the girls , Amazing that Edward had the control to not just throw caution to the wind and make passionate love to Bella all night long! It was a close thing there before Andy pledged to guard her for him I just hope all the precautions are enough!
Date: 20 Apr 2014 8:40 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Not nice to put Bella and Alice in danger from the bad guys like that! God only knows what could happen while the team is out of town training! Now that Edward finally knows what he has in Bella, it's terribly unkind to snatch her away from him, shame on you!
Date: 20 Apr 2014 6:36 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Edward sure had Trevor pegged it seemjs! What a sleaze, putting on a show like that to suck in naive women! I'm so thrilled Bella overheard them and told him off! I'm not however happy she's in danger and the guys have to be gone for two weeks!Just when she and Edward are getting closer, this has to get in the way!
Date: 20 Apr 2014 1:26 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I'm with Bella, they built things prettier 125 years ago! Thanks for the shot of the conservatory, it's beautiful! You're right this was a great first date and I enjoyed it almost as much as they did!
Date: 19 Apr 2014 4:25 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
Sleep comes a whole lot easier when you have peace of mind! They may not have it all figured out, but it seems they have at least seen the blueprints! Hopefully Alice will be a good roommate and not drive Bella crazy.
Date: 19 Apr 2014 3:52 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
I totally understand both of them, and it's so sad that they can't get on the same page with each other! Hope they get smarter and soon, because it looks like maybe Trevor may be changing his ways. It would be ironic if he had a change of heart and still lost the girl. Not that it wouldn't be karma, which I hear is a bitch! Look what it's doing to Edward!
Date: 19 Apr 2014 1:44 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
You did just fine with the swat mission, since they all came back in one piece, plus it sounded like you knew what was what. Edward lucked out getting to hold Bella and dream about warm, sandy beaches and holding her. Now if he can just have the balls to tell her he loves her!
Date: 19 Apr 2014 1:08 AM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
It will be Edwad's luck that Trevor is a player as he suspected. Not only that but he will most likely be a doctor, so he'll be around Bella at the hospital. As long as doesn't treat her badly, Trevor might be competition for Edward.
Date: 18 Apr 2014 5:17 PM Title: Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights
A real grabber of an opening! Hope Bella is right about the swat team coming to the rescue! Her missing Edward the next morning should clue her in to the fact that she has serious feelings for him. It's undoubtedly the reason she hates Slutward and misses the sweet, caring side of him!